Ok so I had some inspiration to update this and let everyone know I'm still around!

So out of shear boredom I did a search for my username and at the end of the search results I found a few pieces of mine used in other artists works! Wow that was freaking cool to see!! I kinda always assumed people would glance at my work, maybe give me a comment and then move on. But nooooo haha there are a few who have been inspired to take my work to the next step! Sooo I just wanted to thank those of you (even though you may not ever see this.) It truly means the world to me to see that kind of reaction from you!

oookkkkk it's time for my update:

For the past 8/9 months I have been dating a girl. I'll keep the story kind of compressed but I met her through a good friend of mine. Her name is Rosy and she's a few years younger than I am. Neither of us were looking for anything serious but for some reason it played out that we ended up liking each other. A LOT! Time goes on and things are going pretty much amazing. We had a couple hiccups here and there but nothing I ever thought would ruin us. Well recently I discovered she had been lying to me about a few things so I confronted her about it.. she continued to lie to me until I "beat" it out of her. (No I didn't actually touch her. It's a metaphor.) She finally admitted she lied. I was devastated. I couldn't believe someone I had gotten so attached to and thought was on the same level with me could do such a thing.

Needless to say I told her I couldn't live with always wondering whether or not she is lying to me about anything. That's not the kind of love I am looking for. I'm doing relatively ok about it all. I think I'm more upset that she could be capable of doing that to me and even worse that I'll never really know the truth about what was going on the whole time. I'll never have a reason to believe anything she ever told me. It was all her choice but I'm the one being most affected by it.

It just isn't fair... I don't know. Now that she's gone I'm always sitting at home and it's boring me. More than I think I can handle.

Did I mention I'm getting into 3D design? I'm hoping to have some time to render a few things in my spare time just for fun. We'll see.